I still have bitter feelings

I think topless tuesdays are really attention seeking

All I want is to be thin. I know I’m not fat but for the past few days I’ve felt absolutley huge, and I’m trying so hard to lose weight and tone up. I go to the gym 4 times a week on top of all the dance I do AND I’m pretty much eating rabbit food throughout the day. I’m exhausted all the time and at first I did lose 2 kilos which made me feel amazing but I swear I’ve just put it all back on again, its like im in some vicious cycle. Why is it so hard to just lose a bit of flab?